Motherfucking screwed up on performance.
Could've been damn nice, but everything was detroyed by gig settings.
Rhythm guitar was too loud, & had the treble tone too high.
Ended up overpowering everything else.
Lead guitar, had volume too soft.
No1 could hear a shit.
Vocals microphone was inaudible. Mine wasnt working at all.
FUckin hell.
All the setting went horrible wrong, juz like tt.
Maybe mic problems is AV to blame
But Rhythm Tone & Volume, & Lead volume. I totally negleted them.
I ignored the fact tt Lead must be louder than rhythm, and vocals must be louder than both.
I ignored the fact tt Rhythm's tone must not be too grungy, to avoid thrashy distortion tt can drown every other instrument.

I don't know wat am i to do abt this mistake.
If i cant even handle small things like this, am i even rdy for live gigs?
Working at pubs? Dun fucking joke around Andy, wake up.
U fuckin made ppl's ears hurt.
Still dreaming big?

I dont know how to blog out how i feel anymore.
I dun even know wat im feeling.
Fucked up, Disappointed, Lost, Confused

I hate myself

left; 11:38 pm