Stuck i am. Lost i am. Fucked up i am. Why am i trapped at home, jobless, and without a direction? Dan's nw our vox, Aldrich's now our rhythm guitar. Missing wat, everything now? Canot go pubs to work, canot go competitions to play. Where the fuck else am i supposed to head now? Its time to test my skills, definately. But since when was i planning to go solo? Its a team, and my team seems to be hanging my a thread to falling apart. I might be trying to control myself, & relax, telling myself tt theres a lot of time. But my insides doesn seem to agree. Freakin unnerving I'd say. I don't feel comfortable sitting at home everyday, practising, practising, practising. Practise for wat? Entertain myself? Fuck this
