Hmm, i guess im in control wif myself again.
So i'll continue blogging.
These few days, been juz letting myself do wadever i feel like doing.
Walked arnd the city for a whole day, spent the night anywhre but home...u get de point.
Ya sure, no1 and such pei u walk or stone can be stupid.
But watever lo, for a few days nia mah.
Got friens arnd dey oso think ur head screws abit loose le.
So nt much diff.

Today supposed to go piano lesson.
But instead, walked in Yamaha and walked out.
Since im quitting and yamaha de system is 'u dun go dey dun care'.
yes.
Waited for de lesson to end, then went to sign de quitting form.
After tt, stoned & waited 4 sth to do.
Nth, so home-ed.
No dinner as usual.
Dun feel like ordering mac tho.

I think i've destressed.
But my whole body isnt feeling any lighter tho.
I noe tt its onli been 2 days since i was reminded of wats missing in my family.
But got sth more tts bothering me.
Hopefully i'll find som1 willing to lend a hand.
Lets hope. U hope for me too, lol.
Until then.

left; 8:43 pm