I think i finally understand why me and my parents don't click.
But i'll leave that for myself.
It aint worth blogging about to others.
Im feeling abit better now, after a few this n that happened.
So i guess, yea.

Went out wif de guys today.
Didnt join them for soccer and swimming in the morning.
I've been unable to sleep these few days.
My mind wont switch off wif all these shit happening recently.
So fell asleep at arnd 6.30, and woke up at 2pm.
Very late, so onli joined them for Seoul Garden.
Happy birthday Owyong.
Went play lan, den go home.
This was the time i found out i lost my bike.
MRT station dere.
Searched and searched to no avail.
Fucked up, went home.

About my bike.
I actually bought it without my parents concent.
Cuz they didnt approve, said it was dangerous and stuff.
But i still bought it, cuz of the benefits.
Save transport time, transport money, and its a form of exercise.
But becuz they care too much abt my safety, i couldnt let them know.
When they found out, they didnt like it.
Not becuz i had bike, but becuz i didnt discuss wif them.
As if they would agree.
And not long after, i lost my bike.
If tts not enuf, heres wat my mum said.
'From the moment i found out abt ur bike, i knew it was gonna get stolen sooner or later'.
My Dad
'I am actually more worried about you when u had the bike, then when u lost it.'
Wad the fuck man.
U say i must accept ppl's opinions.
Tt aint a fucking opinion man.

Its too bad huh?
I've got no1 else who rly cares abt me other den my parents.
But i feel no love.
Wats the point?
If no one's gonna pull me up when im down, then so be it.
I'll do it myself.

Affection.
The 1 thing i would'nt dare to dream about.

left; 1:13 am