Haha, i fucked up.
Lasalle audition today, i was nervous.
Didnt expect the audition to be every1 sit de room.
The theory test involved in writing melodies over chords.
Everything was is classical notations.
I left the whole paper blank.
Performance, had to play for all to c.
My turn tt time?
I went up de stage, & blanked out.
Couldnt recall de songs i was playing, couldnt recall how to play it.
For the 1st time in my life, i got stagefright.
wat the fuck man.
I noe de reason why, but im nt gonna care le.
Im nt gonna hope anymore.
Law & Management, fine lor.
I alrdy noe tt im fuckin stubborn on this music thing.
No matter the setbacks, no matter how many times my dreams get cruched
I wont quit Music.
Buden, it still feels like shit.
To try so hard for Talentime, and fail.
To try so hard for Teachers day performance, and fail.
To try so hard for 'O' levels for SP dmat, and fail.
To try so hard to make my band go pro, and fail.
To try so hard to put on a good impression at Lasalle audition, and fail.
Its all de same. I tried so hard.
If tts my problem, then im gonna start taking things easy frm now on.
Tho i cant help but wonder, where will this take me to.
left; 12:39 am
